Why..

 Why should i

Believe once again
Give another try
Starting all over again
Live in a big lie

Why should i
Open my heart again
For wounds and bleed
Again and again
Am i à  human .. or shut up again

Why should i
Believe in essence
Try several prescence
Fly far and beyond
Be humain again

Why should i
If ever again i fall
Get up walk and scroll
In my face wounds i try
To hide with my lipstick
Washed away by my cries
Caught in between my why
Everlasting why should i